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Saturday, March 6, 2010, 5:00 AM
OK PEOPLE SOOOOOOOZ SORRY THIS BLOG HAS BEEN DEAD FOR SO LONGI'll give you all my home econs food that I cook. because I always hate the stuff we cook, and rather the teacher as well. she always says 'girl, I'm not happy with you you know!' and she's kind of annoying.
and so. I'm sorry. I don't know why, blogs are things I forget about. which is a pity. but yeah. I dunno. I shall *try* to post. if anybody is reading anymore. and I don't think so, which of course is entirely my fault.
my cts are over and I'm just slacking way too much. I stayed up the latest I have yesterday, friday for a long time - till two a.m.
oh for home econs we have to cook some one-particular-country oriented food and I decided on Rome! I'm going to make mulled cider for the drink:D and it was a hell of a time finding a non-alcoholic, rome-traditional drink. and michelee I'm catching the swearing-on-blog habit from you:p why do you swear so much?
I think I need more sleep than other people do. my classmates are fine and alert with six hours of sleep, and if I do that I'm yawning the whole day. I eat sugary sweets at home because it really does help keep me awake. but sadly I have to keep tabs on that because I read it makes your memory temporarily worse, and I found it's true.
I'm making a renewed attempt to socialize at school. sigh. before this I didn't want friends at all, or to talk to anyone, but I felt really lonely despite that. Now I'm trying to find interest in the conversations. but at mgs everybody has hearing problems and can't hear anything I say anyway.ugh. emoemoemoemo
my class is quite nice. like, nobody except for about two people are nasty/annoying. but next year the class gets reshuffled. and I'm dreading the possibility of being put in the same class as my old neighbour, who pretends not to recognize me anymore:/ and being split up from the people I am comfortable with. almost everyone else from hpps and mgs seems to have settled happily into their secondary school. and the teachers keep saying the secondary school days will be the best days of your life. but I don't know, I'm only happy in the holidays and when I come home form school, and the rest of the time it's studying and wondering why I don't want friends. I think when switch classes I undergo personality changes or something. p4 when I left my old class of three years I suddenly became really shy, and before that I was practically friends with everyone in the class. and then now when I've gone into secondary school, I'm antisocial. ugh.I just wish I could stay at home and sew, and play the piano, and read, and go out when I wanted to to meet friends and find more books.
I really enjoy PE nowadays, for some reason. maybe it's because it's an hour and twenty minutes of not having lessons? it's football now, and it's a little annoying because it's not so easy to kick the ball exactly where you want it to go. I would absolutely love basketball or netball or captainball. I'm regretting not joining netball this year as a CCA. but yeah, I still enjoy PE.
oh, I find a good way to stay awake during lessons is to press down on the pulse in your neck. I think it may send more blood to your brain or something. either way, when I feel I'm going to fall asleep it helps keep me awake.
nowadays I miss my old house in clementi park. I remember when I used to go and read on the sun-warmed porch wall, and I wish I could do it again. this house is small, and I miss the open space.
oh, and I have back my ct marks and the overall marks, which came in printed sheets to be circulated around the class and signed. but all of it will come in the progress report soon. and I'm getting seventies. I hate it, because it's an improvement over last year, but it's still so average. and I'm supposed to be more intelligent. but whatever.
I feel like I'm just going through the motions everyday in life. sigh. people reading this, what makes you happy in everyday life? there are nice girls in my class and I think if I'd met them when I was eleven or something, when I wasn't so disinterested in socializing, I could have been good friends with them. but now I just don't feel like talking.
and so now I'll end this long post.
oh and michelee you are liking some mainstream music? that's great:) and what's an ocarina?
As of present, I would like to go and live in Romania. and I'm trying to learn the piece 'Mother's Journey' by Yann Tierson, who is the most awesome composer ever. but the rhythm is rather hard to get. I hope I can get it in the end. well, byes.
oh, and for those who don't know, I have twenty-one gerbils. two brown, a silver and two agouti, and four white gerbils. the owner realized there was one male among the white when we went to collect:p so there have been three births, with two batches of six and a batch of five. but it was really sad, the last batch's babies were really weak. I think the mother had given birth once before. so three died and she kinda ate one. protective instinct. and I have a new dog, nico. he's a mini-schnauzer, and so huggable. and we found out that that breed is a kind of terrier, which is why he barks a lot. and he barks really loud. and he really goes beserk when he sees anyone, meaning anyone, and meaning completely beserk. we don't let him catch sight of anyone who comes into our house. his name is nico. the previous owner called him nicole, although he's a male. so weird. and he's two, and he loves playing. but he also loves to pee all over the house. well. and now I'll end after having said that two or three times already:p
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