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Wednesday, July 14, 2010, 6:40 AM
HEYHEYWHATDOYOUKNOWMOREPOSTING.you know...
let's tell you about my day.
oh and I haven't said I fractured my left pinky. whoop. last week. if I can't play the piano anymore I am going to do something terrible and drastic.
recently I have been tired. school sucks.
I think I need friends only I've kind of lost that socializing spark thing. friends kind of make you drunk, I think. you forget about stuff and you feel better. only friends help you with work-otherstuff and that is where friends are good for you unlike drink. sometimes I am with sort-of-friends in school and I feel better talking to them, and then the next time we talk I've lost it and I don't want to talk to them and I'm desperately thinking of what next to say and I make it into an even worse conversation than the last.
look, I'm not even talking about my day.
homework has been light and I don't have so many programmes on like everyone else does but I'm still doing so bad.
I need to do ss reflections then I can sleep. it's going to be CIP tomorrow till six I think then the day after that is .. library and then a compulsory concert I lost my pre-paid ticket to and have to pay for again. ohhh. I just really want to sleep and forget about a lot of things mainly tied to school but you know. I'd like to learn more of the piano too and do sewing. I say that a lot in my blog..do I?
my clock is pretty but it doesn't glow in the dark. it's light blue (the rim) and the numbers which should glow but don't are green and they are in a nice font.
I think I fail at a lot of things I shouldn't fail at.
I met nicole yesterday at dunman high. fps resource day. nice. the talks were boring though. all about orphans. the first speaker with her assistant was awful. blathering about orphans and though she works there she didn't seem to want to talk about how she felt towards the orphans. then that guy supposed to be her co-speecher came up and forced people to ask questions, and made the woman speak everytime but after that said 'just to add on...[insert long blatherness here]', half of which didn't relate to the original question. the second and third people were better, and seemed to actually care about the orphans they are helping, only I didn't really like that the third guy wanted people to come to the orphanage. like oh, people are just going to up and go spontaneously.
I think it's like prices. everything is so expensive now because people think they can keep pushing it and people won't notice that little bit more. now I sound like an old woman but really people think it's okay and they are just eating into others' space because they think they can perhaps gain just that little more for themselves.
I think I want to end now.